Falling

I feel.
I fall.
Falling still.
Tripped on troubles,
Falling free
Face forward to the pavement
Rocks below.
I fall.
I fail..
I feel
Blood on my cheeks
Running unchecked
False tears.
My fault.
I won't cry.
Not one tear.
My fault.
I fell
I felt
I failed...
Too proud not to trip
Too proud to let real tears slip
My fault
I fall
I fell.
Am falling still
Full of fear
Falling forever
failing
flailing...
Flopping like a fish.
A foolish failure of a fish.
Hide me again beneath the waters
I cannot breathe...
My fault.
I fell for fake flys
Fake promises
Fake happiness
Oh foolish fish!
My fault.
I fell.
I fail.
I feel Fear.
Lord, forgive me my falling.